lauantai 2. maaliskuuta 2013
tiistai 25. joulukuuta 2012
maanantai 24. joulukuuta 2012
Ghost of christmas past...
Merry Christmas everyone! (Or happy whatever doesn't offend you...)
I thought it'd be appropriate to post a few pictures from the past. This month I turned 18. I'm an adult! I can drink and smoke and go to bars! Really, I actually haven't done any of that yet... Just doesn't interest me that much, I don't know why.
I feel weird. It's been years since I started my treatment for my depression and it feels like it's been a blink of an eye. Like I've lost years... years that were important and big for everyone else but not me. They just were. And now they're gone. And I have to try and write a new history for myself. I need a future because my past is lost and I'm never ever getting that time back no matter how hard I try. My feelings and days were sucked into a black vaccuum and I never really got to experience them. At least now I feel something. We'll see if that is a bad or a good thing. Sometimes I'm scared and want to go back to the way things used to be.
But there's no turning back now. I have to finish what I've started.
On a happier note I've always loved christmas! I'm a bit weird and I like giving presents more than I like getting them (if only I had money lol)... And I love food so there's another reason :P
But really, christmas doesn't necessarily mean presents or even food, I just love the fact that I get to spend it with people I love and care for. And even though it sounds cheesy, it is really nice.
I thought it'd be appropriate to post a few pictures from the past. This month I turned 18. I'm an adult! I can drink and smoke and go to bars! Really, I actually haven't done any of that yet... Just doesn't interest me that much, I don't know why.
I feel weird. It's been years since I started my treatment for my depression and it feels like it's been a blink of an eye. Like I've lost years... years that were important and big for everyone else but not me. They just were. And now they're gone. And I have to try and write a new history for myself. I need a future because my past is lost and I'm never ever getting that time back no matter how hard I try. My feelings and days were sucked into a black vaccuum and I never really got to experience them. At least now I feel something. We'll see if that is a bad or a good thing. Sometimes I'm scared and want to go back to the way things used to be.
But there's no turning back now. I have to finish what I've started.
But really, christmas doesn't necessarily mean presents or even food, I just love the fact that I get to spend it with people I love and care for. And even though it sounds cheesy, it is really nice.
tiistai 4. joulukuuta 2012
tiistai 16. lokakuuta 2012
femme!11thDoctor
I found this pretty decent female!11th Doctor cosplay while cleanin out my closet :D
Also here you have a scetch of The Last Centurion- Rory :P
- Evan
- Evan
lauantai 6. lokakuuta 2012
keskiviikko 22. elokuuta 2012
What I would do to my hair if I had the guts
I've started dreaming about cutting my hair really short and 20's style. And maybe going blonde for a while... My ultimate wish is to dye my hair turqoise but I'm propably never going to do that.
I have to go brunette for like a month because of my Irene Adler cosplay, but that's about as exciting as it's gonna get. But if I did have the courage to do something like that, here are a few pictures of my dream-hair *sigh*.
I have to go brunette for like a month because of my Irene Adler cosplay, but that's about as exciting as it's gonna get. But if I did have the courage to do something like that, here are a few pictures of my dream-hair *sigh*.
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