Catlady

My mother and sister are still in Japan and I'm turning into a big catlady. I pretty much just hang out with my cat all day long! I've been drawing again, and I'll probably post some of my drawings here pretty soon. I even got around drawing a new banner for this blog. If I only had a better camera I could perhaps start writing on here more seriously.

The mask I wear is one

Just having fun with a random mask in these pictures.

 I'm finally free from school work, I'm so relieved! I still have some final exams to take this autumn, but apart from that it's all over for a while. I'll take a year off from everything and concentrate on making music and drawing etc. That reminds me, I should really make a new banner for this blog! I'd also like to find a band to play my songs with me and maybe start performing in places.

 I'll also focus on getting better health-wise.

I'm back!

Hello! I realized I haven't updated this blog in ages and decided now is as good a time as any to begin again.
A lot has obviously happened since I wrote in here. I haven't graduated yet but I'm having my finals this spring and the last ones this fall. Right now I'm desperately trying to learn Swedish through reading fashion and vintage blogs written in Swedish. So if anyone has links to some great Swedish blogs I'd be eternally grateful! Though right now I'm getting kind of distracted with writing this blog post and listening to the Phantom of the Opera musical...

I guess I could start with showing what I look like nowadays:

I apologize for the crappy quality of the pictures, my web-camera sucks. These are the two hairstyles I wear mostly nowdays. Yes my hair is yellow- kind of... I wanted to go back to blonde but removing the red dye is easier said than done. So I'm stuck with this for now. As you can see I also cut my hair. It's not really that short but for me that's dramatically short. And actually I kind of like it!

We also have a cat now! Her name is Momo and she is 8 months old. She's the most adorable kitten I've ever met. We took her in when she was just 9 weeks old because her mother had died, poor thing. Now she's a very lively and active little thing who's jumping all over our furniture and even on top of our bookshelves. And she jumped into the christmas tree from there as well...

Next time I'll post pictures of my trip to London with friends that we made last summer. This summer we're planning a group trip back to Oslo to see my godmother and her son. And my sister and mother are going to Japan!

Photographing-Winter air

It seems so sinful

Ghost of christmas past...

Merry Christmas everyone! (Or happy whatever doesn't offend you...)

I thought it'd be appropriate to post a few pictures from the past. This month I turned 18. I'm an adult! I can drink and smoke and go to bars! Really, I actually haven't done any of that yet... Just doesn't interest me that much, I don't know why.
I feel weird. It's been years since I started my treatment for my depression and it feels like it's been a blink of an eye. Like I've lost years... years that were important and big for everyone else but not me. They just were. And now they're gone. And I have to try and write a new history for myself. I need a future because my past is lost and I'm never ever getting that time back no matter how hard I try. My feelings and days were sucked into a black vaccuum and I never really got to experience them. At least now I feel something. We'll see if that is a bad or a good thing. Sometimes I'm scared and want to go back to the way things used to be.
But there's no turning back now. I have to finish what I've started.

On a happier note I've always loved christmas! I'm a bit weird and I like giving presents more than I like getting them (if only I had money lol)... And I love food so there's another reason :P
But really, christmas doesn't necessarily mean presents or even food, I just love the fact that I get to spend it with people I love and care for. And even though it sounds cheesy, it is really nice.

A blue hat